~Guardian AngeL~

I got a guardian angel before

He is handsome, assertiveness

That time I was helplessness

And he was came from heaven

He support me, bring me out from calamity

That was a blissfully time...

But one day when he flying in the sky...

He met tornado...

When he back i felt pain...my heart is paining

I saw he lose his wings...he cant fly anymore

I saw he bright eyes become dull

I knew he had a great blow

I still beside him, take care of him, support him...

I help him make a pair wings

He was happy with that

He try to use that wings fly into the sky...

But we fail, he fall down again

I know he wish to fly again, so I made a wing for him

I just try to make him happier

I thought he will be happier...

But i dun know he want fly by himself

he want cure by himself

What should I do is just stay beside him support him is enough

I dun know, so I keep trying...

I try to use difference meterial want to do a better wings for him

But he dun want to try the wings I made for him

He said the wings I made for him is not suitable to fly

He know somewhere

Somewhere far away got a spiritualist

She knows how to made wings

He want to find her

But he forget something that spiritualist still a human

She not fairy or deity she cant made a wings let he fly too

I dun want he go alone, I dun wish he leave me

I scare... if he leave me, he will never turn back again

Love make me selfish. I told him,

Either I go with him or he stay with me

We start argue with this

He wish to fly, but he doesn't want bring me along

Maybe cos I am a heavy burden

We argue when everytime we met

So we stop talking with each other

Cold war is start

At that time I was busy for my job

He din tell me he start to find another spiritualist to help him

I was know from another friend...is it funny?

I worry him cos I know thats wings wont suit by him

I scared he will fall down again

If he fall down again, it's hard to make him stand up again

He said "I din ask your help, Am not trouble you, What you worry for?"

I just wish to help, but he really seen like dun need my help

My heart is break into a thousand pieces...again

And one day... he just leave a letter

He want to leave me...then he leave

I cry...I knew...he really gone...

I pick up my chip...

I know I should cure myself

I dun wish he see I was misery

I cant find him back

I knew he will felt I was annoying

I cant go back to pass-time

He help me step my first step,

I should continue go this path by myself

I become harden, I know I can do myself

And I success, I thought when I success he will back

But he doesn't

I call him he never answer

I sms him he never reply

He delete me in his friendster friend list

He delete me from his life

He told me today

"In my life im feel very unsucessful cos of u

actually now im really unhappiness..

so don't appear in front of me

cos i dun wan feel ur any happiness

cos tis will hurt me very deep"

My heart break into a thousand pieces again...

I start my new life

And I really wish he can be better than me

I wish he can success I really wish

I never think he was useless

I success, I do for him... but he dun want anymore

Is him wanna leave me...

But why ... he dun want I have my happiness?